My Taiko Retrospect, Part 3: My First Taiko Hiatus
Stepping Back For a Moment
Rewinding the clock just a bit to tell this next part of the story.
In 2015, through the Buddhist temple, I was invited to be a part of a performance in California as a dancer. I learned that we were performing for a delegation (AKA super important temple person) that would be visiting 3 cities in the United States for the first time and that only top-leaders in the Buddhist temple in the United States would be a part of these meetings. I know 2 of the cities the delegation would be visiting would be Los Angeles, CA and New York, but I don’t recall the third city (Perhaps it was Chicago?)
I was honored to be a part of this performance and it was honestly one of the most exciting times I spent with the Buddhist temple. Was it a perfect experience? Absolutely not, but it was definitely memorable and made a lot of good friends.
Fast forward to 2016.
I was having a meeting one evening with members of the Buddhist temple and a visiting higher-up leader from California. They told me something along the lines of they heard someone had asked that visiting delegation from 2015 what they thought of the United States.
The delegation had said, “All I could remember was New York.”
Somehow, this pissed off the people from Los Angeles and the other city. As a result, the Buddhist temple now planned on having a huge youth-only meeting and would want to hold a gigantic meeting in 2018 to show how “great” the entire Buddhist temple was. This would mean having a huge performance-type production sometime in 2018 across 3 cities (later changed to 9 cities).
Returning to 2017 when I chose to join the dance group over the taiko group.
I would learn this choice would serve as a fraction of the vetting process to get people into the performance groups for the gigantic performance that would take place in 2018.
Later that year, there would be more formal interviews and official auditions to be a performer for that gigantic 2018 performance, but I noticed that a lot of the better performers that stuck with the groups in 2017 ended up being the same performers for the 2018 performance.
When the time came calling for auditions for the big 2018 performance, I decided to audition to be in the dance group. I passed the audition and became the only dancer from Las Vegas to be a part of the dance group in the huge performance that would be hosted in California.
The higher-up leaders “encouraged” everyone to have “laser-focus” for the big 2018 meeting, which kind of did happen for many people.
As a result,
I did not play taiko at all, or very much, during the entirety of 2018.
Disorganized Organization, Making Lucky Choices
I am somewhat thankful that I joined the dance group versus the taiko group for the big 2018 meeting.
The dance group seemed a lot more organized. We had the majority of our material ready to be taught to us, and the leaders for the dance group were actual professional dancers who were active in the dance industry.
From what I heard through the grapevine, I honestly could not say the same for the taiko group.
I learned that once the taiko performers made it to their first rehearsal for the big 2018 meeting, the song that was specifically written for the taiko group wasn’t even finished. I believe they only had half the material needed for a full-fledged performance.
Learning this information didn’t sway me from taiko as a whole like before, but I was definitely thankful I didn’t have to deal with those problems.
I didn’t learn the taiko piece, but when I saw it, I wasn’t very impressed.
It was written in Western notation, which is fine, but the time signature was 8/8, which was rare for me to see. Usually I see 4/4, 3/4, or 6/8, but why would you write it in 8/8? It made no sense to me, but I’m glad I didn’t have to deal with that.
Another thing I didn’t really care for was the Western feel of the song. It sounded more like a drumming march than a taiko song. Usually taiko songs have a lot more “ma” (air) between notes. There was just a machine gun sequence after machine gun sequence of notes. Not much breathing space nor contrast between sections. Almost everything was loud, loud, loud.
I also had a chance to listen to some of the “encouragement” that the taiko “leaders” gave to the other taiko performers. They said something along the lines of, “We’re gonna be STRONG, we’re gonna be POWERFUL, FIERCE!” Those things alone on paper are fine, but I didn’t really feel those once I saw the performance the day of the performance. Perhaps they should have encouraged people to be “On Rhythm and In-time.”
I later learned that many taiko performers who partook in the big 2018 performance didn’t pursue taiko within the temple after the big meeting. This was crazy to me since everyone spent nearly a year learning their materials just to quit once of the big performance finished. Even the leaders who were appointed across the US to lead and teach the taiko groups did not practice taiko consistently afterwards.
2019: Wide Staircase Progress Again
During the preparation of that big performance meeting in 2018, we ended up suspending all local rehearsals at our home Buddhist temple in order to participate in rehearsals for the big 2018 meeting. That meant if someone was part of the performance groups locally but did not end up being a part of the big 2018 meeting, they were out of luck if they wanted to rehearse with anyone in the temple.
So after the big 2018 meeting, going back and holding rehearsals was similar to going back to square one since we had to round up new people: many people did not come back from the initial groups we had performed unless they actually got to perform in the big meeting.
Around late 2018, after the big 2018 meeting, I played taiko a little bit now and again. I think I had a performance at a wedding and one small showcase at the Buddhist temple’s retreat center in Florida.
It was nice playing taiko again, even for a little bit.
I don’t think I progressed much as a taiko performer but I feel that was more by choice. I was working more with the Buddhist temple’s dance group and I was happy to have a small group again.
I don’t recall playing taiko much in 2019. Maybe through the Buddhist temple, I played for 1 meeting for leaders and another meeting for a block party, but that’s all I could recall.
2020: Pandemic Kicking Off My 2-year Hiatus
I stopped all taiko activity late 2019 to focus back on the dance group. At that point, R. K. had taken charge of the taiko group and would occasionally invite me to perform. I didn’t practice as much but was still familiar.
In March 2020, quarantining started and I stopped any activity with taiko, dance, and the Buddhist temple. I did have lots of practice equipment, such as drum pads and different sized bachi, but I did have the urge to do so since I had gotten laid off and I had to find a job.
After I got laid off from my job, I tried so hard finding a job online through applying my ass off to multiple listings, but I legitimately got nothing.
No More Temple Taiko
By March 2020, I was at my wit’s end with the Buddhist temple. Without going into much detail (as this can become a very, very long blog post) I was not happy with how things were run in the Buddhist temple and I decided to say some things about them online.
In short, there was a lot of manipulation, coercion, and inappropriate usage of peoples’ social capital. I decided to post information online on how I had been slighted by the Buddhist temple and gave a very negative review about them. I thought I was doing this anonymously, but I was leaving breadcrumbs here and there to leave clues that it was indeed me. The Buddhist temple found out I was exposing the truth about them and excommunicated me from the temple.
Sucks for them! There were only 3-4 consistent taiko performers, and I know for a fact that none of them, not even R. K., would be able to spearhead the taiko group due to personal responsibilities. They would end up selling their taikos in 2024 or 2025, speculatively due to no one being able to consistently practice nor perform on them.
Yep, Definitely No More Taiko For Me For a While
I thankfully did get a job by November 2020 but didn’t bother with dance nor taiko by that time. I don’t even think I told people that I played taiko but I definitely did tell people I was a b-boy/dancer.
I don’t think I was comfortable with claiming that I was a “Japanese drummer”/taiko performer since I no longer had access to drums. I knew of the two groups in town as I had been to many Japanese festivals before and had seen them perform before. But I didn’t feel like joining them as I had a new job and actually wanted to try to get back into dancing.
